Currently Listening Lifehouse By Lifehouse see related

changes

EVERYTHING IS CHANGING. 

Currently Listening Don't Cha By Pussy Cat Dolls see related

maybe i spoke too soon.  last week...thursday i think, brandon told me that he was still not over his relationship with his x, and that is why we are not "boyfriend, girlfriend".......excuse me, but i do believe that he told me before this that he was in love with me and that he wouldn't do anything to hurt me.  then why lead me on, why act like everything is fine, when obviously, it's not.  then to make matters worse, she called when we were on our way home from bowling.  i kept my cool which is good for me, but i was still HOTTT!!!!  i always think i find the greatest guys, but then it ends up all the same.  i know that he didn't want to hurt me, but damn..........that shit hurt!  i don't see how he can act the way he does, but say that he's still not over her.  it just doesn't make sense to me.  i thought females were supposed to be the confusing gender, but brandon and all the other guys i have had relationships with have def. made it clear that men take the cake. 

i'm not sure if i should stay devoted to him, or if i should start trying to see other people cause i'm not trying to get anymore hurt than i already am.  there are plenty of prospects esp since i've gotten asked several times for my number by guys that come through my line at albertson's....... haha!!  i'm starting to really like that job now.  well i'm outta here!  hope ya'll have a blessed week! hugs and kisses

Currently Watching Wedding Crashers - Uncorked (Unrated Widescreen Edition) see related

well......I finally decided to update for all of you that I don't talk to on a regular basis or EVER..haha!  I am currently living in Burleson, but I'm not doing my student teaching.  I hate Tarleton, their education program, and myself.  I swear I will never graduate and will become the only person from my group of friends to become an eternal college student.  I only have ONE class this semester, Abstract Algebra.  If I don't make an A in it, I will probably explode. 

I miss living in Stephenville because it is my comfort place.  Coming back on Tuesday and Thursday or sometimes Monday and Wednesday nights has become a joy rather than an incovenience b/c I am someplace that I know and maybe not love, but like.  Don't get me wrong, Burleson is good too, but I am still not familiar with it.  Plus, I have not adjusted into the city girl that I will soon become living so close to the metro-plex.  Another thing that is so hard is being away from Brandon.  We are finally at the "boyfriend-girlfriend" status, I guess you could say.  Even though, we have been acting like that for the past........3 months.  I can def. see myself with him in the WAY future which has never happened with any of the other guys that I have ever dated.  He respects me and treats me the way I have wanted to be treated in all of my past relationships.  I don't know what it is about him, but I am in love.  He told me "he loves me" last Thursday night after he whooped my ass in bowling..haha!  It was very sweet and romantic, but I will not go into all the details..........HE's so close to perfect it's scary!!!!!!

I know there is so much more that I want to share, but I just can't think right now......maybe tomorrow! I'll try and write stuff down b/c I always have great stuff, but then forget everything when I sit in front of this computer.

Hope everyone's semester started off good so far!  I miss all of you!!! Hugs and Kisses!

Currently Reading The Five Love Languages for Singles (Chapman, Gary) By Gary D. Chapman see related

Our annual Christmas vacation was AMAZING!  Puerto Vallarta is definetly one of my favorite places to be.  Not only did I come back with a great tan, but I also returned with a stronger friendship with Cayla and the realization that Brandon is the guy that I want to be with.  No matter how hard I tried to tell myself that I just need to be single....I kept thinking about him and how great we are together. 

Christmas break has been eventful so far.  Fireworks spectacular went on without catastrophe this year.  After fireworks, we all went to Rick's.  I don't know if I'm just getting old and boring or what, but I had no desire to be there and talk to ANY of the people there.  No matter how much alcohol I consumed or could have consumed, I could have named a million other places I would rather be.  When did I lose my edge??  When did I become the "good" friend?  Nothing makes sense anymore.  I used to be the "wild" one, the girl that was always on the move, but now I don't even know how to describe what I've become. 

The assignment is to find and post an image from the first Google Image page for each of the following 7 queries:

4. your grandmothers name: VIOLET

6. Your favourite drink: CHERRY SPRITE

7. Your favourite smell: NIGHT BLOOMING JASMINE (BATH AND BODY WORKS)